Got my first PFO yesterday...from Central City Opera in Denver.

(That means "Please Fuck Off".)

They're kind of a big deal (what the hell, I figured), and according to the singers' forum I've been reading they're notorious for sending rather rude rejection letters. It was just kind of stupid--it said I needed more professional experience. If I had professional experience why would I need to do an apprentice program? Give me a break...

Ever since that unfortunate masterclass experience I've been completely psyching myself out about singing. Every time I open my mouth, I feel like I'm doomed to failure. I'm dealing with a lot of tension, which coupled with self-doubt means I can't get through a single phrase without shutting down and getting very critical of myself. I need an attitude adjustment...