Ha ha, I got the cute one:

You are Sebastian Bach, former frontman of Skid
Row. You have an almost angelic beauty about
you, but your angelic persona quickly
disappears as soon as you open your mouth - you
curse like a sailor! You have a reputation for
being a bad boy, but its just because you are
highly opinionated and fiercely protective of
your friends, family and loved ones, so you'll
take it to blows to defend any of the above.
While most people view you as a raging party
animal, you are actually quite intelligent and
enjoy engaging in intellectual and
philosophical conversation with just about
anyone who can keep up with you. Argumentation
and debate are your strong points, you can
argue any point you believe in to the death,
and you always have to have the last word. You
generate a lot of respect with your attempts to
bring light to issues you feel strongly about
through, through song or other creative
outlets, however you'd generate even more
respect if you learned to bite your tongue and
curb that wicked temper once in a while!


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I have been busy with rehearsal, but in my spare moments I have watched an hour of EPISODE II: ATTACK OF THE CLONES (if only to drool over Ewan McGregor in a mullet--does he not have the most gorgeous green eyes?--and to yell at Senator Amidala for falling for Anakin--girl, can't you tell he's unstable?!) and all but the very beginning of DONNIE DARKO, No. 92 from Friday, which I thought was really, really good. It sounds like crap--high schooler stalked by six-foot satanic rabbit--but it is just so impressive. I need to see the beginning, and then watch it a few more times to really pick up on everything.

In other news: during church today (while a little girl played the Ode to Joy on the violin--scrape-scrape-scrape-scrape scrape-scrape-scrape-scrape etc.) I realized that I am happy. I mean, content with my life and optimistic about the future. I felt it so profoundly. I've spent so much of my life worrying about the future, regretting the past, punishing and torturing and attempting to insulate myself (with food and otherwise)...it was so amazing. It totally felt like a breakthrough--hopefully it was. And all that on five hours of sleep! (Had to run through entire opera to get it unstuck from my head.)