I was listening to NOT A PRETTY GIRL this weekend, and I forgot how much I like this song...

Light Of Some Kind

I wish I didn't have this nervous laugh
I wish I didn't say half the stuff I say
I wish I could just learn to cover my tracks
I guess I'm not concerned with getting away

'Cause every time I try to hold my tongue
It slips like a fish from a line
They say if you wanna play you should learn how to play dumb
I guess I can't bring myself to waste your time

'Cause we both know what I've been doing
I've been intentionally bad at lying
You're the only boy I ever let see through me
And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying
And I hope I never improve my game
I would rather have these things weigh on my mind
'Cause at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame
There must be a light of some kind
There must be a light of some kind

I must have blown a fuse or something
It was so dark in my mind
She came up to me with the sweetest face
And she was holding a light of some kind
And I still think of you as my boyfriend
I don't think this is the end of the world
But maybe you should follow my example
And go meet yourself a really nice girl...

In the end the whole world comes down to just a few people
But for you it comes down to one
But no one ever asked me if I thought I could be
Everything to someone
There's a crowd of people harbored in every person
There are so many roles that we play
And you've decided to love me for eternity
I'm still deciding who I want to be today...

A quiz from Erik:

Which poem are you? Sonnet 17 by Pablo Neruda Aw, you're a romantic. You believe in true love and all that sort of stuff. How cute are you? To you, love is incredible and amazing.

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This morning I watched this movie because it was yucky out and also because the luscious Colin Firth is in it. You know you're getting old when you watch teen movies because you think the FATHER is hot... ;)

And speaking of movies with hot people in it, last night I watched The Haunting, which was kind of scary, kind of goofy, but featured a bisexual Catherine Zeta-Jones wandering scantily-clad through a castle. And she makes a CITIZEN KANE reference. She even comes on to Lili Taylor...who proves herself to be completely INSANE by getting scared by it. There is no sane reason why ANYONE, gay or straight, male or female, would EVER in real life kick Catherine Zeta-Jones out of their bed. I mean, there's suspension of disbelief, but PLEASE... :)

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